Christmas Wish

I know for many it's a busy time of the year. For our family it starts with the Thanksgiving celebration and goes until the New Year. This year after the family Turkey time we headed to our friends house in Ohio. There were 36 people family/friends who gathered to watch University of Michigan play The Ohio State. After traveling there for almost 7 years to watch U of M lose, it was a sweet victory to watch them win. As always we all had a fun time and ribbed each other all weekend. Tom however was not feeling well the entire trip and many concerned friends saw what his daily life was like. Tom was very quite and not himself this trip. I saw on their faces they got a little taste of helplessly watching him struggle. He tried to keep up a good front, but he was not able to for 3 our day visit.

Tom had a good doctor visit and talked with the Dr. about being off the drug this Christmas. His Potassium and Magnesium levels had dropped again, but the swelling was better as well as his breathing once he switched back to water pill. Tom also talked about his rib pain. Once he's back on in January and if it appears again, Tom will need an x-ray. Dr. Ali did say this is becoming a common side effect of this drug.

He is also enjoying watching Cody wrestle. Cody made the Varsity squad and has kept us busy with his schedule. I wonder if Cody is actually enjoying wrestling more than football. We are checking out other High Schools spirit shops and such. Tom is getting some ideas to bring to the Booster's committee he is on. I was thinking that Cody would be on the JV team and we would have a easy year with wrestling, but I am getting a better understanding of the sport and am so proud of how well he's doing for his second year. After his first invite last Saturday as we were coming home I said. "Cody, all these years of your dad watching football he couldn't get me involved. Since you play I can't get enough of watching it. Now your into wrestling and I find I'm enjoying it too. What next?" He's still thinking on that one!

Tom has been off the drug for a little over a week. His appetite is coming back and I hope his energy level will also. He has been doing so much around the house getting ready for Christmas. I have been busy with working and school. I have my exam tomorrow and am contemplating going back or not. I'll know when the time is right to go back. Right now I feel that I'm overloading myself trying not to miss anything. I don't want to miss a thing!

We learned this month that another MTC patient who has been on the trial longer than Tom has been taken off because the drug is no longer working. It breaks my heart to hear such sobering news this Christmas season. I feel it's another reality slap in the face of how serious this disease is. It makes me realize once again that we have been so luck to have Tom here today.

My Christmas wish this year is that Tom will continue to feel good once he is back on the drug. I hope that we don't take each other for granted both inside and outside our family. My goal is to let those I see this Holiday Season know how much they mean to me. Have a safe and Happy Holidays!